You become what you think of and work upon. You know how they say fake it till you make it, indeed that is true!!! Envision yourself, be happy, love yourself, trust yourself , let go of your limiting beliefs, let go of introducing yourself as a victim of whatever happened in the past. Just start a new, sit in silence for a while connect to your higher self, seek your answers and be the best version of yourself. Trust yourself ❤️❤️