What's up Full Time Purpose Family!? I hope everyone is doing amazing today! π
I wanted to post on here because I have realized like myself and many others before me that the biggest obstacle to overcome is your own shortcomings. And in this case, I am speaking of accountability. For me, often coming in the form of overwhelm and wanting to take on more than I could handle. Which leads to quick burnout and then a fixation on a new topic.
I have allowed myself to get away with more things than I wanted to and allow myself to slip into old patterns and habits that I am working to break. I'm sure many of you have experienced the same thing. That is why you are here.
But I have a plan. A plan to find a way to go to Egypt within the next 6 months. I feel a calling and a magnetic pull like I've never felt before. In fact, it is that same pull that caused me to sign up. I knew it was in resonance and exactly what I needed in order to step into the version necessary to step into my purpose.
It first began as a 'knowing' that I needed to take a pilgrimage. As soon as I wrote it down for my manifesting letters, I began seeing the word "pilgrimage" literally everywhere. Even the game I was playing at the time, Assassins Creed Valhalla. I knew I was on the right path when I saw that. It wasn't but a week or two later when I hopped on a bonus call with Mat where I KNEW in my heart and soul that I needed to join this program. This was the next step along my journey.
i even had a fire alarm going off in my house that day until the moment that I signed up for the course, then it suddenly stopped. I kid you not. I knew without a shadow of a doubt, I needed to be in this program right away!
And last year was so much about my own journey and going through my dark night of the soul that I felt everyone was giving to me and i wasn't really able to give much back in return, expect for my gratitude. Since I had lost pretty much everything.
Now I have the chance to give back in a way that I have always dreamed. And that journey starts right here with all of you.
Something I tend to do is get distracted with the many ideas, projects and various thoughts that take me on different tangents. Also working on repairing my dad's house since I just moved in August of last year after my life basically collapsed. Collapsed so i could build a stronger foundation, both physically and mentally/spiritually and financially.
I am reaching out because I know a part of me will continue to jump around and do research and delve into various things. If I have someone there to communicate with everyday and hold each other accountable, I know I will step it up.
For the first time in my life, I feel genuinely willing to take that leap into the unknown. To do WHATEVER it takes to step into my purpose and harness my hidden potential. I can't ignore the callings and the pull from inside.
I know longer can hide behind this mask of expecting things to come to me. Or expecting someone to come along to have the answers for me. I am finally ready to face whatever challenges and whatever obstacles necessary in order to step into this new life and vision.
Along the way, not only do I want to have someone that can help keep me focused by having accountability. But I also want to connect and build a community and a tribe with as many of you as possible.
For, all of our dreams and visions and gifts will be necessary in the coming days. We are here. We are doing it. The time is NOW!
I've made excuses for far far too long and I have decided that this is the year where I no longer make any excuses. No longer procrastinating what I know I need to do. I cannot wait any longer. It feels like this energy, this anxiety that is going to burst out of me if I don't move it and work with it. That energy is pushing me and revealing to me what I already have known. Most of my anxiety comes from knowing I'm not taking the actions I need to take, often because I feel too overwhelmed to do it.
Please, if this message resonates with you. Join me on this accountability journey so we can help each other to grow together! I want to make the most of these opportunities together to create everlasting moments to not only transform ourselves, but to also help transform each other and the world around us.
It is a pleasure to be here and a pleasure to connect with all of you. I am looking forward to connecting further and seeing where you all go on your life journey's.
Thank you! I love you ππ