Well, just blew my other 4 PAs in one day after working hard to get them all above 3k in profits.
That's 11 PAs I've Killed, it seems I have no problem passing EAs, and no problem getting PAs above the payout threshold.
But somehow, someway I always manage to self sabotage and lose it all picking just the exact wrong days and times to get eaten alive in the whipsaws of consolidation patterns.
I know exactly what I'm supposed to do, and what I'm not supposed to do, I can explain in detail how to trade, and how the market works, but when it really counts, I can never stop myself from doing exactly what I'm not supposed to do.
I'm calling it a day, taking a hiatus from trading, may return, may not. Ive given away $2000 to Apex at this point with nothing to show for it. Think I'm just gonna stick with my career that pays me 130k a year, and just be content with being an RN, as I see no way that I'm ever going to make more than that as a trader.
It's been a fun and informative 6 years in the trading world, but it's not good for me or my mental health, or my finances.
Best of luck to you all. I hope you become the trader that you want to be.