I struggle to stay motivated, I cannot get a date, I go to work, I go to the gym, I have no group of friends, I’m literally running home to take a hit of legal THC, that’s what’s waiting for me at home, I see the same pattern for the next 33 years and I don’t know what I can do about it and no making more money so I can spend it on Webcams and Escorts because I can’t get a woman isn’t enough. The motivation I had 4 years ago has gone