There's times I'll find myself struggling to pick up the camera and film creatively, even on my paid shoots I sometimes catch myself not wanting to do those anymore. I don't know if it's the fact I now have a job using the camera 8 hours a day so when I get off I don't want to touch it anymore. I feel like I need to let go of this job I have and full send photography/videography again, it's just hard to let go of a job where I love the people and work environment.