Have you ever met someone online then started talking, understanding each other and establishing a level of contion that seems impossible to recreate? I mean, I certainly have, these people, sometimes, you get so connected to them that they practically become a part of you, it's like you two share the same mind just different bodies but is it really a good thing tho? Most people here in this community are very much active online and we make all these amazing friends so, today I decided to take a few moments to think about these relationships or maybe just a certain someone and I think it was such a nice talk with myself so, I wanna hear you guys, do you also think about these friends sometimes? If so, can I have a piece of your mind? Btw, I posted my thoughts on my newsletter (https://open.substack.com/pub/rudaiba/p/15-days-all-or-nothing?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=47zbbv) as well as a really nice question that might get you thinking. A hint; the question has to do with the title of this posts, you're welcome to make your guesses, be sure to check out the newsletter, give it a read and let me know what you think.

I am new here and I want to know more about the community

Hey everyone!!! It's been so long! How's everyone doing? So, I know you're gonna be like, the irony of this girl for talking about this community dying then leaving herself for so long but hear me out, this is not my fault, okay, my teachers make the finals routine, I don't. But I know everyone missed me (let's ignore the silence) so I'm back! But here's the thing, I realized that most of my posts are not necessarily about stem, these are things that all students might read or some of them may even relate to working people, so, I've decided to open my own newsletter on substack, yay! So, from now on, you can find me on both here and substack or if you wanna look at a more professional side, LinkedIn is always an option but, from now on, I'll try to write here then also post those things on my newsletter so more people can find them and maybe even shift some of my old posts to my newsletter but since it is a personal newsletter, I will be adding more personal experiences and such, these are posts you might not see me post on skool so, if you like reading my posts, be sure to check out my newsletter, I mean, it's still pretty blank since I just started but it's about to get really fun really quick so, better prepare by staying tooned. Anyways, thanks you so much for reaching this far, here's the link to my first newsletters where I covered my October shenanigans: https://open.substack.com/pub/rudaiba/p/the-more-you-fall-back-the-further?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=47zbbv

Yesterday, this time, I was happy, thinking about everything I was gonna do for the day, it was a weekend after so long and I was really excited. And I wasn't wrong, I came from coaching, I saw him awake at like 2 am his time and we just started talking. "Just 5 more minutes" I said to him for the 100th time. We just kept talking for hours, I didn't even have breakfast, lunch or evening snacks but that was the least of my concern, I was just so happy to spend so much time togather. Fast forward to now, I woke up late with swollen eyes from crying all night and he won't even talk to me. He won't listen to me, he's just really not okay and I know it's my fault and the worst part is, I don't even know what to do. I just wish we could talk like we always do just 1 more time so I could tell him how much more it hurts me to see him that way than everything else in the past, I just wish he could come and say "Hey" with no context in the middle of me texting at midnight and then we could forget about sleep and everything we have the next day and just start talking again. I wish he could see what I would give to get him to be happy again, I wish he was here, beside me, just talking. I wish he'd eat M&Ms and save the red and browns for me. I don't know what to do if we part ways like this and it's my fault, I don't think I can ever forgive myself if that happens. Oh god, I just wanna cry to him and hope he'd magically solve all my problems.

Hey everyone, I’m Rita Lmah. Over the past few years, I’ve been on my own journey of transformation. From feeling stuck and aimless to building a life that’s driven and purpose-filled, I’ve been pushing my limits every day. With a focus on mental resilience, I’ve developed a consistent routine that balances discipline, growth, and self-belief. I’ve taken my health seriously, both mentally and physically, and I’m committed to pursuing greatness. Every day I wake up with the mindset of becoming a stronger, more ambitious version of myself. My mission is to continue building my ideal life, inspire others to do the same, and surround myself with people on similar journeys. Let’s keep pushing forward and stay sharp. ⚔️