Rapid Rewire Protocol and Symbol Troubles and Success
This is just going to be an unorganized smattering of thoughts, but I wanted to express a few things and see if anyone has felt similarly. When I was trying to start with the symbol protocols, I had a feeling like I would be silly to try and invest in this piece of what was an amalgamation of my own feelings. Nonetheless, I went through with it and coded the symbol, deepened it, and called on it to some success for a while. I then called on it less and less as I became less aligned with what they represented, mostly again, because I couldn't summon the feelings necessary to be part of them. Now, I have been promising to go through with the rapid rewire protocol and I know I just need to summon the emotions, maybe by meditating on it a moment before falling in, but it still seems impossibly hard, especially with how janky I have been. I felt really good during the focus challenge, and might try that again just to get back on the horse and able to do the rest of my habit goals, starting small and rebuilding and seeing for how long I can keep it up. But it's just hard. Anyone else every felt like this? I know I just need to pull the trigger and spend some time on it and do it a few times, but it's hard.