@Catherine McNulty I did have a good time. On Gage's 4th birthday we were told we were all being Ninja Turtle's for Halloween. His birthday is 2/11. My daughter goes all in, just like I use to. No one, besides my husband, knew I was holding everything in for the children to enjoy the holiday. When I have my meltdown of the year has changed depending on who is living with me and what the plans are for the evening.