I was just shown something- You can work to mitigate a 'happening' without (first) assigning the quality 'bad' to that happening. I've been blessed with a period of life not including anything I called 'bad'. Today that changed. I labeled the event/situation 'bad'. I responded in a manner that I labeled 'bad'. Then I felt 'bad'. Then it's all 'bad'. It wasn't 'bad' until after I labeled it 'bad', it was just a happening. I don't need 'bad'. I did this to me. Now I see I can choose to 'fix' this without the label- and get back to that life without all the bad stuff. Cool. Thanks.

I remain conditioned to believe bragging is poor form. I've often heard it said " it ain't bragging if it's true". I remain very uncomfortable about crowing about 'great stuff' happening to me. I also work to remain silent when I feel 'crap' is happening to me; so fair-is-fair. I have often thought about writing this content; my conditioning has always won out. I am getting huge changes from this program. I am very behind- I recently skipped over five days simply to become more current. (I will certainly recover those steps after we finish.) Partly, this is because I've decided to only do program steps when I am rested and ready- because I've seen this approach work well for me. It is partly because a single step often produces a changed awareness/condition that is profound- such that I feel it needs to be 'digested'. I can feel as if I just don't 'want more right now', give it a minute. I never thought it was possible to change this-much, this-fast. I really hope everyone else is experiencing similar result. I still feel very uncomfortable writing this 'hooray for me' stuff.

I sort of noticed when two smallish wished-for, and rare-ish, items appeared available. I clearly noticed the third time that happened. I smiled the fourth time that recently happened regarding a often-sought , rare and probably soon needed item. Then a long-term problem took a big step toward solution. Today, I very clearly feel a long-term lack will find resolution. Abundance is happening. I feel a bit ashamed that I'm surprised.

The Day 3 'Thank you' game was very powerfully changing for me. I had never felt gratitude so deeply. It feels good. I had never felt so much abundance. That feels good too. I had never really deeply felt 'more abundance' was coming. That feels really good. Thank you. I'm looking forward to 'dropping more gold coins'.

Second day but I'm still working on Day 1! This morning I arranged to go to work a half hour late so I could finish my meditation and walk before work. Then when I was supposed to be starting my walk, something time sensitive came up that needed to be done. I had a flash of disappointment, which was quickly replaced with gratitude that I now had the time to take care of it. I have expressed gratitude to the Presence many times during the day for that half hour, which (positively) changed the events of my day. I'm still thankful, and feeling the ease of flow when I don't resist. It's a tangible feeling, almost like I'm wrapped in a special fabric . Will go to sleep with a smile on my face. :) Thank you!