Well gentlemen, I don't know how long I made it, I didn't really keep track. But (and I really didn't want to talk about it but this is why I'm here with y'all, thanks to Denis) the other night (Monday night) I failed.... I don't know what else there is to say, I'm just doing what the Bible tells us to do...... (James 5:16 KJV Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much). Prayers appreciated I feel shame, disappointment, sorrow. But I'm trying to just push forward... Ephesians 2:9-10, 2 Corinthians 5:17, John 3:17