This week I’m further along this journey towards healing my mental illnesses. It’s actually happening. It has upended my entire life and I am so grateful. I have made so many changes in the last week. And the activity of it, the drastic upheaval, the way it looks compared to my historical behavior screams “omg she’s having a manic episode” but I’m not. It’s calculated, controlled, and willful. I am sleeping. Taking care of myself. Making each choice thoughtfully. Death has come to the stagnation that was holding me in some weird limbo place. Welcome to your fresh start, Jules. I’m here for it 🫶🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼♥️🧚‍♀️🐦‍🔥🐉

@Jackie Trask Mercury and Uranus (the higher octave of Mercury) assisting with internal and external communication. Mucana is an interesting herbal supplement (just read about it!) with a lot of uses including use as a nootropic and aphrodisiac. Love the card and art ♥️

I can’t believe it has been a year!! Oh my, the state I was in 365 days ago. Night and day difference. Thank you for the guidance, fellowship, laughs, understanding, wisdom, for the bumper pads, the encouragement, and most of all, for showing me how to shine a light into the darkness. Year Two, here we come 🤍

If anyone is looking for an easy app to use for emotion tracking, I can recommend https://howwefeel.org I attached a few screenshots. I love the simplicity and how it gives you a definition for each emotion. In real time this has been helpful. That wheel would be great to use to meditate on word/color associations, love it @Jackie Trask thank you for sharing 🙏🏼

@Jackie Trask Red cord Black chime candle Scissors (You can use any color/type candle and any cord, but this was the basic colors I used and core ritual passed along to family/friends) 1. Take a shower or a bath, center yourself while cleaning; aura cleanse. Air dry as much as possible. Natural fiber clothing, if any. 2. Sit in front of the unlit candle, with the red cord. Tie eight knots in it (as tight as you can without breaking cord). Make sure they are spaced out (see photo). 3. Light black candle. 4. Say Prayer (below). 5. Cut the cord between two of the knots with scissors (you will make seven cuts total). Imagine/visualize cords, tubes, wires, things that are attached to you, see them being cut by a large sword (flaming blue). 6. Repeat six times (for a total of seven cuts). 7. After the last cut, sit and reflect. You can burn the cord pieces if you want. Leave the candle to burn all the way down. Dispose of all garbage (cut cord and wax) off your property. Prayer: Archangel Michael, Cut any and all cords draining my energy and vitality across the lines of time and assist me now in reintegrating into my being any of my light and personal power that have been drained. ————- Again, these are the very basic steps. You can add anything to this intuitively, for instance… below was part of my personal ritual that expanded on this core. I smoke cleansed my space with Rosemary (3xs around the room), and then Sweetgrass (3xs) after my ritual bath (kosher salt, rosemary). I did a cleansing meditation during the bath. I dressed my candle with Exodus Oil after I carved Archangel Micheal’s sigil into the candle. I put my (energy) intention into the candle and asked Michael to be present while I worked. I anointed myself (heart space) with Healing Oil. After, I thanked Michael for his assistance and guidance, smoke cleansed the space again and ate. The more personal meaning you can add to the ritual, the more energy it gives to the intention.

@Maria Van Sant ^^^ this is the ritual I was talking about to you, with Michael.

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