This is a vulnerability post instead of an accountability post

I’ve had too much “accountability” already in my life, lol. I can manage myself, most times.

The vulnerable part: I’m hoping this community can collectively be one of the 5 personal influences around me.

I’m a single person who has grown out of relating with life the way I was programmed to, and most around me do. So right now there is a vacuum where community voices were. I have anchors who helped me here (anonymously) over the years - D'Tarelle, Kehanu, Ann, Anthony, many others. I do have a few podcasts I love that fall in line with what Wendy shares. One specifically matches all the neuroscience and is easy to understand. :-D

I’ve been diligently working on rooting out my old frequencies and adopting my own. I’m experienced enough to be spiraling on things I thought were past.

I’m 'parenting' again after empty nesting for more than 5 years, bringing things up while I try to do it different, with a teen I barely know, who hides away as a teen does. There's hurts and lies at work that have played throughout my 30 year career there. Not really, only I recently got kicked in the gut tying some things together, early times and recent times.

So, after/while getting a lot of “not me” energy out, I feel in need of voices outside of me to course correct if necessary, but generally hear and affirm, share growth. And I choose you, procrastination community. Your participation over the years has helped me so much. <3

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