HI everyone. I am grieving the loss of my 37 year old son. It has been 3 years and I haven't really dealt with it and feel like I just need help. I cry everyday and miss him more than words can say. No one seems to understand and I don't want to be a downer when I talk to people, so I don't talk about it. My heart hurts and some days I feel like I just don't want to be in this pain. I do have a wonderful husband, a 28 year old son and 2 grandsons (left by the son I lost) so they all keep me going. Other than that, I am dead inside. Thanks for letting me vent.