Understand that you, as an individual who takes ownership of his power, agree to participate in every movement you make and every story you write in your mind.
Don't like your life? Change it. Not knowing what to do is irrelevant. That's what comes next!
At a minimum, stop doing what you've always done. Those choices lead you to feel this way in the first place!
Then, meditate in that new position until you realize the new options you've created by rejecting those you formerly thought you were limited to!