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In 2020 a DP friend of mine and i were having a conversation about how to grow up learn more and also the right time to get representation. During that time he advised me apply for the ASC Vision mentorship program. It gave me the boost and confidence to do so. As i believed i wasn't up to that level. When i got the letter saying i didn't make it, i kind convinced myself i wasn't good enough and my body of work obviously was not on par. I stayed away from it and just went on work and work but realized i wasn't doing it with the right energy in mind. This year out of the blue another DP friend told me she saw the program was opening soon and she felt like i should do it. At first i was reluctant and realized i still didn't want to face another no. But as i made a deal to myself that i can't back down from 2024 is a year of facing challenges staying out of any comfort zone i applied again. And she was on the process with me all along, discussing with me every piece needed to be submitted. It was a real game changer and when i was done with the process, i ended up telling her how wonderful she has been and the challenge to produce and update everything needed put me at piece. So much at peace i didn't care about the end result as i felt i grew and moved on. The reason i'm sharing this, is i want to believe it would help someone may be in doubt and also again 2024 goals is me being out there and sharing, staying real about my journey. As a 44 years father still struggling to make a decent living from it, i'm working on it. But will no longer pretend it doesn't bother me sometimes. Yesterday i received the 2024 submission letter from the ASC vision mentorship program, and i got in. It might not be anything, but being the first from my country to be part of it, it carries another weight especially when sharing my journey back home and helping the coming generation. You probably heard it before, but nurture your inervoice, struggle and pain are part of life, but as a step to reach peace and comfort.

Greetings provision academy family! Haffe Acosta, Motion Picture camera man living in Los Angeles, CA. I am very excited to be part of this group. A special shoutout to Jordam Oram for putting this group together. I am going to do my best to be more active in this amazing community.

In a world that often celebrates going solo, I’ve realized that finding my tribe—those people who truly get me—has been a game-changer. I used to believe that success was all about hard work and focus, but I’ve discovered that the real magic happens when I find my people. Over the last few weeks, I've found my tribe, I found a place where I belong. It’s not just about shared interests for me; it’s about connecting with people who share my values and vision. These are the people who understand my struggles, cheer on my wins, and push me to grow. When I’m surrounded by people who really get me, it feels like finally finding that home after a long journey. I don’t have to explain myself—they just know. And that kind of support is everything to me, especially when life gets tough. Being part of a tribe isn’t just about what I get—it’s about what I give. The best communities I’ve been part of thrive on mutual growth. We inspire each other to be better, do better, and know better. It’s not a competition; it’s collaboration. When I’m invested in their success, and they in mine, something amazing happens. The journey becomes less about grinding alone and more about learning and growing together. No matter how talented or driven I am, there’s only so much I can do on my own. But with you all as my tribe, the possibilities multiply. Collaboration becomes the norm, and suddenly, we're achieving things together that I never could have alone. You all are are my network of ideas, opportunities, and support. When one of us wins, we all win. This is where the magic happens—where good becomes great, and greatness becomes the GOAT. I can work hard and chase my goals all I want, but if I’m doing it alone, what’s the point? The journey becomes lonely, and victories, while sweet, are less fulfilling when there’s no one to share them with. I want this community to change everything. To turn my solo mission into a shared adventure, where the highs are higher, the lows are easier to bear, and the journey itself becomes more meaningful.

Hey PA's I just finished listening to a very powerful podcast that inspired me to reflect on the challenges we face as creative freelancers. I wanted to share some insights and encourage a conversation about how we can better support ourselves and each other in this journey. Unhealed Wounds and Cultural Pressure Many of us carry unhealed wounds from our past that influence our present behavior. Culture often promotes unhealthy work habits, glorifying perfectionism and relentless hustle. It's important to recognize when these pressures are affecting us. Reflecting on times when I've been excessively hard on myself, I've realized how detrimental this mindset can be to my well-being and creativity. (specifically when it comes to my work) Excellence vs. Perfectionism There's a significant difference between striving for excellence and being a perfectionist. True excellence comes from within and doesn't require sacrificing our mental health. Perfectionism, on the other hand, often leads to burnout, stress, and a constant feeling of inadequacy. We must remind ourselves that our worth is not tied to our achievements. Embracing Peace and Grace Finding peace and extending grace to ourselves is crucial. I've learned that we need to validate ourselves, not rely on external accomplishments for self-worth. Taking time for rest and self-care is not a luxury but a necessity for sustainable success. By embracing grace, we allow ourselves and others the space to grow and make mistakes. Here are some steps I've found helpful in maintaining balance: - Set Realistic Goals: Break down big projects into manageable tasks. (try starting with the "WHY NOT" Workbook) - Prioritize Rest: Schedule regular breaks and downtime. (fomo is real, but so is the peace you need to continue) - Stay Flexible: Be open to adjusting plans as needed. (listen to all the feedback shared online and offline from your peers) - Self-Care: Engage in activities that rejuvenate your mind and body. (this is why i Run)