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If going to a college. I would recommend a community college to get the classes that is not your main focus that can transfer to a big university or college with the courses you are wanting to take for what you want to do. No reason to waste your time and money doing that at a pricey school. Also look at the success rate of what you want to do at these colleges or universities. Sometimes only a small percentage of the class will make it to doing the profession that they are studying for. I would also have a another backup course if that is the case that you are interested in doing or the credits can relate to. I went to a supposed college that taught some valuable skills that would have made myself a lot of money but to find out this school was not what it was supposed to be and actually to find out it had such a bad reputation that nobody would hire you if you had a degree from this place. It actually ended up closing and the degrees are now worthless even though we are still paying on the student loans. So always make sure the reputation of the school you are going to is valid and how the surrounding community sees this school you're going to. This will save you time and definitely will save you money.

Trying to get therapy and just had a personal loss that arrangements are needed. All anyone of can do is take what we are given and work with what we got the best we can. I hope you and everyone is staying motivated because I know everyone has the ability to take stumbling blocks and turn them into stepping stones. What does not break you will make you.